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Hey yall. I need help. I want to wear a sari for my wedding in december, but i am having a bitch of a time even knowing where to start, which color to go for, anything like that. I do have to choose soon, because depending on where I order it from it can take a while to get to the states. So, I am posting a list of links to ones I have found that I like. these are mostly in a traditional red, but I am open to other color suggestions, like since I know I look pretty good in certain shades of blue or whatnot. So comments, suggestions, anything?


http://www.classicsilks.com/catalog/product_info.php/products_id/307/ABR10/

http://www.indianselections.com/product/BDF_FBKLD/Fire_Brick_Poly_Silk_Sari_Fabric__Wrap_Belly_dance_costume_India_Dress.html

http://www.classicsilks.com/catalog/product_info.php/products_id/519/A387/

http://www.classicsilks.com/catalog/product_info.php/products_id/304/AA31/

http://www.exoticindiaart.com/product/FY75/

http://www.exoticindiaart.com/product/FY83/

http://www.exoticindiaart.com/product/VG40/

http://www.sareeworld.com/gallery/EnlargeView.aspx?Image=EDA018

http://www.seasonsindia.com/eCom/closerDressLook.jsp?m=0&type=DATA&rowNum=5

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okay, so most of you know about my preliminary diagnoses of PCOS, most of you also know how very much I want to have children. So most of you can probably understand why hearing the news that my 19 year old brother-in-law and his 18 year old girlfirend are expecting a baby pisses me off to the highest degree. I fucking hate this. I hate the fact that any moron(and a great many of my non-moron friends) can get pregnant without even thinking about it, hell, they get pregnant when its inconvenient or when its the last thing they want. I try with all my might and I cant manage to keep a pregnany for more than a few weeks. I have also come to the conclusion that conceiving is not my problem. Carrying is. ever since I have been here, and been celibate, my periods are regular, and relatively painfree. This makes me think that I can GET pregnant no problem, but staying that way is another story.



AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!