about the last post

I apologize for the tone of my last post, and please understand that it was not directed at those of you who live too far away to help, or those with extenuating circumstances. It was an expression of extreme frustration because I constantly put myself out for my friends. I open my home, my kitchen, my bed, my wallet for my friends and rarely do I think about what it may cost me in the long run. Then I ask for help because I truly need it and I may as well just not have anyone.

The people that responded to me about this directly in the last month were two people that I have never met in person, a girl I have not seen since high school, a girl that I have not seen since 4th grade and my coworkers at eyes. otherwise there was silence.